Sunday, May 4

Currently listening to See I'm Smiling from The Last 5 Years


So, today Maxwell broke up with me, and I'm okay. I mean, it's not something I wanted to happen. I would have liked to work things out, but unfortunately I guess he didn't feel the same way. "Maybe we should take a break" means basically that we should stop dating in a nice way. I think I was going to do it eventually. But, he better believe that it's going to be more than a short break. I know that sounds bad, but he could have wanted to work things out, and the way he ended it, seemed like he didn't want to. I mean, yes I am love him, but it's amazing how fast you can fall out of love.





I still care, and I'm still here, but not the same way that I have been before.

About Me

I'm Bonnie. I'm a lover and a fighter. I have trust issues. I love to have fun. I am not quite up to par in anything. Oh, well. I'll try /almost/ anything at least once. I can't swim well. I love music. I love the smell of books. I am green. I'm in love. I play video games, like all the time. I'm addicted to the computer. I love my friends. I'm not a good person. I lie, and I am way too stubborn. I don't think before I speak. I actually DO care about Darfur. I want to help people. I love life. I have problems, and I know that. I won't tell you I understand if I don't. Life is hard, but people can make it easier. I believe that if we all did one good deed a day, everyone's lives would be easier. I want to make changes in the world for good. I can take you to another place, and point of view without meaning to. I do value the opinions of others. What you think about me DOES make a difference. I love animals. I love one-of-a-kind jewelry. I'm easy to please, and easy to piss off. Get to know me. Oh, and I'm Jewish. I know who I am. You don't need to tell me. I'm not a good person, I constantly cut down everything other people say, I have an arrogant air to me, and I think I know everything. I'm trying to change. So, please, let me take it a day at a time, and stop telling me how terrible I am. I can't take it anymore. K THANKS BYE.