Thursday, June 28

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Listening to; Our Eyes- Teddy Geiger

How emo am I? Seriously, Sitting in my kitchen at 3am sobbing to sad songs while drinking tea. So many things seem wrong, but I know everything happens for a reason. I just can't figure it out. What good did it do anyone for her to die? I can't find the reason. I just can't seem to let her go. "As long as you are in my heart, you're just as real as me. Maybe, maybe even more. Someone who's touched so many lives can never, never die."


















...itslikeinevermatteredtoyouatall.yesimpineingforattention,yourattentionbecauseimstillhurt.idontevenknowifyoufeelanythingatall.
didthisevenhurtyou?probablynotwhyshouldit.ifanyoneshouldbeaskingforforgivenessthough...itsyoubecauseididntdoanythingatall.
--Bomber

About Me

I'm Bonnie. I'm a lover and a fighter. I have trust issues. I love to have fun. I am not quite up to par in anything. Oh, well. I'll try /almost/ anything at least once. I can't swim well. I love music. I love the smell of books. I am green. I'm in love. I play video games, like all the time. I'm addicted to the computer. I love my friends. I'm not a good person. I lie, and I am way too stubborn. I don't think before I speak. I actually DO care about Darfur. I want to help people. I love life. I have problems, and I know that. I won't tell you I understand if I don't. Life is hard, but people can make it easier. I believe that if we all did one good deed a day, everyone's lives would be easier. I want to make changes in the world for good. I can take you to another place, and point of view without meaning to. I do value the opinions of others. What you think about me DOES make a difference. I love animals. I love one-of-a-kind jewelry. I'm easy to please, and easy to piss off. Get to know me. Oh, and I'm Jewish. I know who I am. You don't need to tell me. I'm not a good person, I constantly cut down everything other people say, I have an arrogant air to me, and I think I know everything. I'm trying to change. So, please, let me take it a day at a time, and stop telling me how terrible I am. I can't take it anymore. K THANKS BYE.