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Monday, October 29
When bad things happen to good people.I came to school today, everything seemed normal as could be, until I looked at the drama schedule for the week. Everything was changed around, which really isn't any different from normal, except that there was to rehearsal on Tuesday this week. Everyone in the music suit was bitching to our president of the drama club about the schedule change. "I have to work, I have a life" this one girl was yelling, not realizing that the person standing behind her had a larger problem. My really good friend who was standing behind this girl said "You're lucky you and your family still have that." She didn't really know what he meant, but later on in the day, I was told that his mother passed away over the weekend.
I mean, I guess she had been fighting Cancer for a while, but as my friend told me, she seemed to have been getting better. His family was really big on spending time with each other, even before his mother was diagnosed with Cancer. They are all very nice people, and they contribute a lot to, well, everything.
I just can't get the look on his face out of my mind from when he told me. I really just want to tell him I'm there for him, and that I know what he's going through. With losing my best friend last year, I really do know, but I'm not sure if I should, or how to tell him. He left school after 1st period today, just came in to explain to the school office why he would be out for the week.
My cell phone rang right when I walked in the door to my house, and it was another friend calling me bitching about the change in schedule. I hung up went up to my room and tried to call my other friend, just to talk to him, to try and make him feel better.
I just don't really know what to say, or what to do, but my main point in writing this, is that my friend, and his family really don't deserve this kind of pain. No one does, but especially not them, because they are such good people, and this is such a bad thing.
It just seems to me, that something isn't right with this.9:39 PM  
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About Me
I'm Bonnie. I'm a lover and a fighter. I have trust issues. I love to have fun. I am not quite up to par in anything. Oh, well. I'll try /almost/ anything at least once. I can't swim well. I love music. I love the smell of books. I am green. I'm in love. I play video games, like all the time. I'm addicted to the computer. I love my friends. I'm not a good person. I lie, and I am way too stubborn. I don't think before I speak. I actually DO care about Darfur. I want to help people. I love life. I have problems, and I know that. I won't tell you I understand if I don't. Life is hard, but people can make it easier. I believe that if we all did one good deed a day, everyone's lives would be easier. I want to make changes in the world for good. I can take you to another place, and point of view without meaning to. I do value the opinions of others. What you think about me DOES make a difference. I love animals. I love one-of-a-kind jewelry. I'm easy to please, and easy to piss off. Get to know me. Oh, and I'm Jewish. I know who I am. You don't need to tell me. I'm not a good person, I constantly cut down everything other people say, I have an arrogant air to me, and I think I know everything. I'm trying to change. So, please, let me take it a day at a time, and stop telling me how terrible I am. I can't take it anymore. K THANKS BYE.
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