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Wednesday, November 7
Listening to Queen Of Apology, by The Sounds
So let me start off this wonderful rant with how dreadful the play will be this Friday. The show in it's self may actually be, well, with lack of better wording, alright, but it seems as though the cast members are either killing themselves or other cast members. I think they/we all need a good kick in the ass, because instead of doing what we all really love doing we're fighting, stressing, talking shit, and the like. An example today was someone who is in the drama club coming into the chorus room and crying because of "stress" or another is our drama officers thinking that are some kind of league of deities. I mean, it's obviously clear to everyone that they are "the stuff", and that all people below them shall obey. Of course anyone who does anything wrong may as well be crucified, BUT if you belong to this select league, there is no wrong you can do. Yelling your lines down the hall so they are heard on stage during another act, and screaming and laughing as loud, if not louder than everyone else is obviously not an offense to these all mighty gods. Bow down, bow down. Aside from the stressing and killing of others in the drama club, we also are all having a very EASY time remembering our lines, and "line" was not called out at least 2 times by each person, really.
My drama director probably thinks that I'm irresponsible, because god forbid I have stuff to deal with out side of drama club. We have a number of family things going on right now, which if my mom had listened to me on Halloween night, would not have happened.
So I've decided that I'm going to go into the bathroom and slit my wrists when I'm done writing this, because I'm such an "emo" kid. But there is still some good in the world of VVS, such as, WOO-HOO, I actually have friends. As in people who I refer to as friends. This really is a big deal, because I'm very picky about who my friends are.
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Gotta' love it?10:37 PM 
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About Me
I'm Bonnie. I'm a lover and a fighter. I have trust issues. I love to have fun. I am not quite up to par in anything. Oh, well. I'll try /almost/ anything at least once. I can't swim well. I love music. I love the smell of books. I am green. I'm in love. I play video games, like all the time. I'm addicted to the computer. I love my friends. I'm not a good person. I lie, and I am way too stubborn. I don't think before I speak. I actually DO care about Darfur. I want to help people. I love life. I have problems, and I know that. I won't tell you I understand if I don't. Life is hard, but people can make it easier. I believe that if we all did one good deed a day, everyone's lives would be easier. I want to make changes in the world for good. I can take you to another place, and point of view without meaning to. I do value the opinions of others. What you think about me DOES make a difference. I love animals. I love one-of-a-kind jewelry. I'm easy to please, and easy to piss off. Get to know me. Oh, and I'm Jewish. I know who I am. You don't need to tell me. I'm not a good person, I constantly cut down everything other people say, I have an arrogant air to me, and I think I know everything. I'm trying to change. So, please, let me take it a day at a time, and stop telling me how terrible I am. I can't take it anymore. K THANKS BYE.
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