Thursday, December 6

I will do my best to forget.

By light of moon I lie awake,

Ask my mother moon to keep well my fate

The coyotes howl throughout the trees

Sharpens the blade of the stingy winter breeze.

Yet all the while, all curled up in my bed

With fear of eternity bounding through my head.

Though the ice and snow will soon fade away,

I still fear my tomorrows and regret my yesterdays.

There are some things, a person will just never forget.

I shot a gun, right twords his head
In hopes to god that he would be dead.

That day, that night, they haunt me now
I'd forget them all, but I don't know how.

There's nothing left of yesterday
Except the reminders made of clay

But my mind won't let me forget as sane as I am.
This happy face may seem like a sham.

But let me promise you that even though I still feel the pain.
My feelings for you remain the same.

9:27 PM

1 Comments:

Ugh, I know, right? It seems like my family only ever reads it right after I bitch about one of them. Either I bitch about them all the time and don't realize it, or they wait until they piss me off to read it.

And apparently, "someone" was really offended by your bike comment, taking it out of context and as an insult. Dun dun DUN.

By Clive Dangerously, at December 21, 2007 at 12:19 PM

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I'm Bonnie. I'm a lover and a fighter. I have trust issues. I love to have fun. I am not quite up to par in anything. Oh, well. I'll try /almost/ anything at least once. I can't swim well. I love music. I love the smell of books. I am green. I'm in love. I play video games, like all the time. I'm addicted to the computer. I love my friends. I'm not a good person. I lie, and I am way too stubborn. I don't think before I speak. I actually DO care about Darfur. I want to help people. I love life. I have problems, and I know that. I won't tell you I understand if I don't. Life is hard, but people can make it easier. I believe that if we all did one good deed a day, everyone's lives would be easier. I want to make changes in the world for good. I can take you to another place, and point of view without meaning to. I do value the opinions of others. What you think about me DOES make a difference. I love animals. I love one-of-a-kind jewelry. I'm easy to please, and easy to piss off. Get to know me. Oh, and I'm Jewish. I know who I am. You don't need to tell me. I'm not a good person, I constantly cut down everything other people say, I have an arrogant air to me, and I think I know everything. I'm trying to change. So, please, let me take it a day at a time, and stop telling me how terrible I am. I can't take it anymore. K THANKS BYE.