Tuesday, February 26

And it's getting better all the time.

Currently listening to Flock, by Bell X1. (Yes, the entire album.)

The past few days, maybe the past week, I have been feeling a lot better about things. It's quite wonderful, and honestly I have a few people I would like to thank for that. Definitely my boyfriend, he has been so wonderful to me through out my spiraling whirlwinds of rage. I always need someone to talk to, er...or in many cases rant to, and he has just been so great. Also, Jon, usually he isn't as there for me as I think he should be, but as of late, he's been being a much better friend. I would also like to thank Bell X1, and Band Of Horses, because they have been filling my life with musical bliss. Oh and also Rachel, because he creative-ness has been making my evenings a bit better. Her comics have been making my days a bit better as well. So, you should look into those, she might start selling trinkets and such on cafe press, so yeah, just click that link. =D.

Can you tell I watched the academy awards last night?

Speaking of which, I'm glad the Irish couple one an award for their song "Falling Snow" which I immediately downloaded following the performance. I thought that No Country For Old Men was too expected to win best picture, which it did, and that makes me sad. The movie was good, but I feel like nothing was resolved in the end. Oh, well, apparently the academy didn't feel the same.

Also, bands. I have found some wonderful new bands to listen to.
  • Band Of Horses
  • Bell x1
  • Rilo Kiley
  • Jefferson Airplane (lol)
  • Neutral Milk Hotel
  • The Avett Brothers
  • Beirut

You should check them out, if you haven't already heard them.

On the topic of music, I am convinced that I will never learn my NYSSMA solo. And if by some divine power I do learn it, I will fail epically at sight reading. I've also been writing a lot lately, short stories, if you would like me to send on your way, let me know. I'm look for opinions.

Wednesday is my brother's birthday, and I still haven't gotten him a gift. I mean I don't like him that much. Well, sometimes I do, I should really get on that.

Well, I have nothing more to write right now.


-bomber

About Me

I'm Bonnie. I'm a lover and a fighter. I have trust issues. I love to have fun. I am not quite up to par in anything. Oh, well. I'll try /almost/ anything at least once. I can't swim well. I love music. I love the smell of books. I am green. I'm in love. I play video games, like all the time. I'm addicted to the computer. I love my friends. I'm not a good person. I lie, and I am way too stubborn. I don't think before I speak. I actually DO care about Darfur. I want to help people. I love life. I have problems, and I know that. I won't tell you I understand if I don't. Life is hard, but people can make it easier. I believe that if we all did one good deed a day, everyone's lives would be easier. I want to make changes in the world for good. I can take you to another place, and point of view without meaning to. I do value the opinions of others. What you think about me DOES make a difference. I love animals. I love one-of-a-kind jewelry. I'm easy to please, and easy to piss off. Get to know me. Oh, and I'm Jewish. I know who I am. You don't need to tell me. I'm not a good person, I constantly cut down everything other people say, I have an arrogant air to me, and I think I know everything. I'm trying to change. So, please, let me take it a day at a time, and stop telling me how terrible I am. I can't take it anymore. K THANKS BYE.