Tuesday, February 19

Wirlwind of Rage.

Currently Listening To Girl Anachronism by The Dresden Dolls

Lately I've realized that all of my problems emotionally have been stemming from my fights with my parents lately. Like, every time I fight with my mom it sends me into a sprialing swirling fit of rage, and then I take it out on everyone else. It's not only ruining my relationships with my parents but my friends also. I might call my mom's friend Michelle and see if I can stay with her for a few days to see if things are better when I'm not home. When I went to Darlington my mom and I never had fights because I wasn't home. When I came home one break we didn't fight then either. I think my mom and I just need some time apart.

About Me

I'm Bonnie. I'm a lover and a fighter. I have trust issues. I love to have fun. I am not quite up to par in anything. Oh, well. I'll try /almost/ anything at least once. I can't swim well. I love music. I love the smell of books. I am green. I'm in love. I play video games, like all the time. I'm addicted to the computer. I love my friends. I'm not a good person. I lie, and I am way too stubborn. I don't think before I speak. I actually DO care about Darfur. I want to help people. I love life. I have problems, and I know that. I won't tell you I understand if I don't. Life is hard, but people can make it easier. I believe that if we all did one good deed a day, everyone's lives would be easier. I want to make changes in the world for good. I can take you to another place, and point of view without meaning to. I do value the opinions of others. What you think about me DOES make a difference. I love animals. I love one-of-a-kind jewelry. I'm easy to please, and easy to piss off. Get to know me. Oh, and I'm Jewish. I know who I am. You don't need to tell me. I'm not a good person, I constantly cut down everything other people say, I have an arrogant air to me, and I think I know everything. I'm trying to change. So, please, let me take it a day at a time, and stop telling me how terrible I am. I can't take it anymore. K THANKS BYE.