Monday, March 3

And the ones that mother gives you, don't do anything at all

Currently listening to White Rabbit, by Jefferson Airplane.

I'm really very paranoid. About, everything, it's wretched actually. I always, and I mean always feel like people are talking about me here, because any time someone walks out of a room at VVS people feel the need to discuss them right afterwards. For example, when a certain "singing goddess" walks out of a room, almost everyone feels the need to talk shit about her. "Oh, my GOD! I hate her so much, she is so over dramatic!". Well, guess what, you're just adding to the list of many things, that she, and other people can be dramatic about. And the problem is, with this school, is that right after you walk out of the room, you're the new discussion.

Now, don't take this as me being all high and mighty saying I never talk shit. Oh my god. I talk so much shit it would make your head spin, and I shouldn't, because I have no room to. Most people should, and probably are talking shit about me.

It's just ludicrous.

Oh, and it's interesting that people only read my blog when I say something to piss them off. What ever, no one reads this that often, but those who do and have a problem with what it is that I say on MY OWN BLOG, need to tell me to my face, rather than talk about it behind my back, because every time I write an outstand-ish blog people flip shit. Buck up, and get over it please, retaliate in a way that is more dignified than saying things like, "Oh, my god did you read it? What a bitch! Meh, meh meh".

Life is making me sick to my stomach. It's just crazy that I feel like I can't walk into a room without people talking about me when I walk out. Blek.

Ew. It needs to stop, I need to stop. We all need to stop. Sure, it's high school, but really? Come on now.

>_>

-Bomber.

P.S.
Oh, and the bad girlfriend comments need to stop. I've heard most of what has been said, and I'm not like that, so cut the shit. KTHNKSBYE

2:02 AM

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I'm Bonnie. I'm a lover and a fighter. I have trust issues. I love to have fun. I am not quite up to par in anything. Oh, well. I'll try /almost/ anything at least once. I can't swim well. I love music. I love the smell of books. I am green. I'm in love. I play video games, like all the time. I'm addicted to the computer. I love my friends. I'm not a good person. I lie, and I am way too stubborn. I don't think before I speak. I actually DO care about Darfur. I want to help people. I love life. I have problems, and I know that. I won't tell you I understand if I don't. Life is hard, but people can make it easier. I believe that if we all did one good deed a day, everyone's lives would be easier. I want to make changes in the world for good. I can take you to another place, and point of view without meaning to. I do value the opinions of others. What you think about me DOES make a difference. I love animals. I love one-of-a-kind jewelry. I'm easy to please, and easy to piss off. Get to know me. Oh, and I'm Jewish. I know who I am. You don't need to tell me. I'm not a good person, I constantly cut down everything other people say, I have an arrogant air to me, and I think I know everything. I'm trying to change. So, please, let me take it a day at a time, and stop telling me how terrible I am. I can't take it anymore. K THANKS BYE.